Saturday, April 19, 2008

I sent my link to my cousin who is the one who got me interested in blogging. I feel so weird. So such the blog virgin. I've been reading her blog over the past few months and wanted to play. She's been telling me how much fun it is and how she has lots of friends to chat with. I'd like that. I am a stay at home mom ,see how new I am, don't know the lingo- I think I have seen SAHM on one of her friends blogs, anyway ..... I love being home with my daughter, not that I have some ever some crazy need to have a career, but I am beginning to feel......... not me. I have a syndrome that not only had made it hard to have my dear daughter, but made me gain a lot of weight and then even more after I had her. I look in the mirror and don't know the person looking back at me. When I am out I feel like no one respects me or cares what I have to say. I am looking forward to moving to the country and having a yard and a neighborhood to walk in and maybe just maybe I can begin to find that girl I know.

just babbling....getting used to this new thing called a blog....hmmmmm is it for me?????